signs ...

hiya ppl ... i am back after a long lay-off ( all of two days !!! ) ... writing the bullshit that u have come to associate so closely with this blog :D ...
well life in cal is so cool ... no worries no tensions ... and now as soon as i am back in kgp i am back to the ways that a gsec is expected to follow ... all the interminable meetings ... the equally interminable doubts that keep surfacing for no earthly reason ... the doubts that weigh on my mind so much so that sleeping well becomes a problem ... the load of expectations can become scary at times ... whether this year's Spring Fest can be as good as the last year's ... whether we will get the necessary funds ... things which seem so mundane ... but which carry an importance so huge that they simply cannot be ignored ...
it is all so uncertain ...
and yet so uncannily important to one's well being that they refuse to simply become sidelined ...
no matter how hard u try ...
no matter how fast you run ...
the reality will always come back to haunt you ...


hehehehehehe ... scared you did i ??

with all these psycho-sounding stuff anyone would ...
maybe i am losing it ...
maybe i am not ...
only time can tell ...
only if you are prepared to wait that long ...

we will meet again ...
till then ... its good bye ...